#mike-xsoul
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@flshpog
.dotheotherthing
@EMERGENCY#0271
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@xsoul.org
hello mike :D
@mikeramp72
hello xsoul
@mikeramp72
daily tribemate check in how we doing
@xsoul.org
daily tribemate check in how we doing
killing it
im slightly afraid to go to sleep
i dont want to give the Actors any chance to win at all
@mikeramp72
killing it
hell fucking yeah boss
i dont want to give the Actors any chance to win at all
what’s the score rn?
once i hop off dbd i can try and get a couple points in
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24.5 Actors 72 Agents
@mikeramp72
oh pffffft
we're chiiiiillllin
@mikeramp72
we're chiiiiillllin
uh oh
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uh oh
we were not chilling in fact <:SMILE:898617900636700693>
how's your day been so far?
@mikeramp72
we were not chilling in fact <:SMILE:898617900636700693>
yeah OOPS
how's your day been so far?
pretty ok, i haven’t done too much and i have work soon
@xsoul.org
pretty ok, i haven’t done too much and i have work soon
aren't you a teacher?
or did I remember that wrong
@mikeramp72
aren't you a teacher?
haha nooo im the escape room one
@xsoul.org
haha nooo im the escape room one
MB <:cry:1421665684949307473>
how'd you get the job?
were they looking to hire or thru connections
@mikeramp72
how'd you get the job?
indeed
i applied in june got contacted and hired in july
been there since
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like the website?
@mikeramp72
i was gonna quit this weekend but i need money lol
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the website works??
@mikeramp72
apparently
yeah
like getting hired mostly anywhere nowadays is just through networking and connections and knowing the right guy but shit man i got lucky
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i have never heard of a success story on indeed i cant lie, im like 90% sure its filled with 80% ghost jjobs
@mikeramp72
i have never heard of a success story on indeed i cant lie, im like 90% sure its...
for the most part it is
its ghost jobs or shit jobs
i in theory should have a good job but the owner just sucks
what do you do for work/school/etc?
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im a comp sci major, but i've worked in the industry for about 7 years now?
since i was 15
:D
but been programming since i was 10
@mikeramp72
woah
thats super impressive
hell yeah
@xsoul.org
my most recent job was QA automation for a startup near here
they make these chips that do some incredibly precise things with a sensor the size of a fingernail
and it somehow is able to tell what the material is in front of the sensor through light
@mikeramp72
that is ridiculously impressive dude holy shit
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like, it can tell the difference between arabica and columbian coffee roasts
@mikeramp72
ur gonna go far 🙏
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even though both of them are BROWN
AND NON-DESCRIPT
@mikeramp72
thats so fucking sick dude
@xsoul.org
ur gonna go far 🙏
oh im not the genius behind the sensor i just automated the testing process
@mikeramp72
oh im not the genius behind the sensor i just automated the testing process
i mean still thats some super super cool shit ur doing
@xsoul.org
so now instead of having to go through 200 chips in 9-10 hours, its more like 2
i mean still thats some super super cool shit ur doing
yeah :)
my entire campus and surrounding city is filled with ridiculous people
there's a student team making a fully functioning rocket
the goal is a MOON LANDING.
im a small man in comparison to the people here
i just like making silly robots and playing orgs <:caysilly:1397793274680311889>
@mikeramp72
the goal is a MOON LANDING.
dude woah
you've got a pretty cool life it seems like
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you've got a pretty cool life it seems like
most of it is math <:despair:1286434180221374475>
@mikeramp72
so ur like in school for compsci while simultaneously working for companies or is it like internships
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so ur like in school for compsci while simultaneously working for companies or i...
yep
@mikeramp72
most of it is math <:despair:1286434180221374475>
ah
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its a mix of internships and work
@mikeramp72
they had to nerf you just a little bit 💔
its a mix of internships and work
ahhh gotchu gotchu
i needa get an internship 😭
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they had to nerf you just a little bit 💔
i got 2 exams coming up that are math-based data structures <:despair:1199794416949395476>
@mikeramp72
my college has an internship opportunity at saturday night live so that's my goal
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i needa get an internship 😭
my first internship im not gonna lie, i was completly unhinged
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i got 2 exams coming up that are math-based data structures <:despair:1199794416...
ahhh good luck 🙏🙏
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i looked for the hiring manager
@mikeramp72
😭
listen man networking is networking!
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found his social media, found this coffeeshop he frequented, and pitched myself in person 😭
it worked
@mikeramp72
listen
hiring managers love people who give a shit
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and clearly you yk
care a lot
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i got big visions, some of them are really stupid
like a potato cannon that breaks the speed of sound
do you have like
those longshot dreams of something you REALLLY want to do
@mikeramp72
those longshot dreams of something you REALLLY want to do
oh... oh absolutely
like a potato cannon that breaks the speed of sound
this is so sick hell yeah
the dream is to become a big shot hollywood director, the really difficult but semi realistic goal is to run like
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i dont know if smosh is the right comparison but me and my friends are starting an entertainment production company
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i dont know if smosh is the right comparison but me and my friends are starting ...
i get the vision
i remember watching them back in the heyday
it was one of their food fight videos that got me on them <:duhh:1461163462779469996>
@mikeramp72
i used to watch them when i was a kid
more it hink about it yeah smosh isnt the right comparison since we wanna do like
higher art kinda stuff
yk
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higher art kinda stuff
im trying to think of a filmmaker
like uhh
stanley kubrick?
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god i wish
the ceiling for the company is proooobably like an a24 kinda thing but that's still maybe a tiny bit much
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the ceiling for the company is proooobably like an a24 kinda thing but that's st...
the guys behind hereditary right?
i mean, i got called insane a few times when I wanted to do things that seem out of reach
@mikeramp72
hereditary was produced by a24 yeah
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obviously don't throw yourself into a wall if you can't put a dent in it, but a lot more is possible if you kinda ignore the part of your brain that says no
@mikeramp72
horror isn't necessarily what im looking for tho
obviously don't throw yourself into a wall if you can't put a dent in it, but a ...
listen my first big project was going to be filming an LRG season of survivor at my house in one go, the only reason it didn't happen was because i got the flu the night before and had to cancel last second 💔
thankfully it's gonna happen sometime in march
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i wish i lived in the US for LRGs, they either don't exist or are in the native language of the country <:z_bad:1399214142484910110>
@mikeramp72
aw shit
what country do you live in? i know based on timezones its somewhere in central europe
@xsoul.org
Netherlands
@mikeramp72
i've never played an LRG i just was soooo close to hosting one
Netherlands
cool cool!
they don't have any?
i know survivor probably isn't big in the netherlands but there's gotta be like at least 12-16 people out there yk
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none that i could reasonably play, i dont know dutch well enough 😭
@mikeramp72
did you move to the netherlands from another country?
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did you move to the netherlands from another country?
yeah, from Morocco
@mikeramp72
ahhhh that makes sense
morocco seems dope as shit tho
like lowkey i've always been interested in going there someday
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its a nice country to visit and live in! the education just has a lot missing
@mikeramp72
its a nice country to visit and live in! the education just has a lot missing
makes sense
i'm assuming the netherlands is... definitely better for intense compsci programs
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but otherwise, i miss it for the food and the people and the culture <:duhh:1461163462779469996>
@mikeramp72
but otherwise, i miss it for the food and the people and the culture <:duhh:1461...
yeah it seems super nice to just
be in that environment
plus africa is just such a cool continent in general
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@xsoul.org
i'm assuming the netherlands is... definitely better for intense compsci program...
yeah my program is somewhere in the top 100 in the world for it so im very happy <:duhh:1461163462779469996>
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plus africa is just such a cool continent in general
the entirety of north africa is must visits except for Algeria
it literally has NOTHING to do
@mikeramp72
i was gonna ask if algeria just had some like
bad government stuff going on
(ex. as an american i probably wouldn't recommend visiting the US anytime soon)
the entirety of north africa is must visits except for Algeria
morocco and egypt specifically are two places i wanna hit if i ever get the chance to get big into travel
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that too, the government there is always fucking stupid, but it just has nothing because of its requirement that an Algerian needs at least 50% of a business to operate there
so there is zero foreign investment there, no franchises, and no real entertainment hubs there
@mikeramp72
oh shit
so it's just like
boring as fuck
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yep
i went there with my dad
since he had a company there
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i was gonna ask
did you go before you knew how mid it was
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the entire trip was summed up as
1. wake up
2. breakfast at hotel
3. go to the office
4. work
5. go back to hotel
6. get a bite outside
7. maybe sometimes a cafe (these are incredibly shoddy cafes)
8. back to hotel because nothing to do
9. play fortnite for an hour or two
10. sleep
11. repeat
1. wake up
2. breakfast at hotel
3. go to the office
4. work
5. go back to hotel
6. get a bite outside
7. maybe sometimes a cafe (these are incredibly shoddy cafes)
8. back to hotel because nothing to do
9. play fortnite for an hour or two
10. sleep
11. repeat
@mikeramp72
going to algeria to play fortnite sounds about right from what you're telling me
this is all so dope tho you never know who you're gonna meet in an org
i'm a boring ass american i love hearing about different cultures from around the world
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did you go before you knew how mid it was
went with him to help out on a project, since for some reason his developers weren't able to crack what a 14 year old could do...
i'm a boring ass american i love hearing about different cultures from around th...
i went to america in March, everything is SO BIG
like i've never seen a 5 LANE HIGHWAY
everything is so absurdly big
(including some people)
it was so cool though :D
it felt like the city has a pulse and was always alive
i don't get that feeling from anywhere here
@mikeramp72
went with him to help out on a project, since for some reason his developers wer...
gen z on top fuck the boomers
i went to america in March, everything is SO BIG
where in america did you go
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gen z on top fuck the boomers
DAMN STRAIGHT
@mikeramp72
and good that you got your america trip in while you still could
america is like lowkey getting to nazi germany levels rn
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I went to new york, then chicago
@mikeramp72
our dementia ridden president and his virgin buddies want to just fight the shit outta everybody both in the country and around the world being an american is so ass
I went to new york, then chicago
im from new york!
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america is like lowkey getting to nazi germany levels rn
they might as well be when ICE says "we were jjust following orders <:despair:1406848886223540307> "
@mikeramp72
i live about 10 minutes away from queens
they might as well be when ICE says "we were jjust following orders <:despair:14...
im really hoping that once this is all over the trials are way more harsh than nuremberg
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i live about 10 minutes away from queens
oh shit the next time im around ill let you now
know*
@mikeramp72
hell fucking yeah
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im really hoping that once this is all over the trials are way more harsh than...
YOU GET IIIIIIT
https://tenor.com/view/announcer-meme-announcing-meme-ball-knowledge-ball-meme-benjammins-gif-12241853788039925284
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i don't know how long my country being nazi germany is gonna last so maybe wait a couple years 😭
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i'm very in tune i kinda have to seriously dig my way into the internet to find out the truth about what the government is doing
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@xsoul.org
i don't know how long my country being nazi germany is gonna last so maybe wait ...
the h1-b visa having a 100k pricetag now has done numbers on me
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invading greenland would be the dumbest fucking thing of all time and trump's just gonna do it anyways, he's gonna die in a few months from his various ailments and he dgaf
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and all his billionaire buddies know that the entire world is gonna burn and they just have more money
the h1-b visa having a 100k pricetag now has done numbers on me
yeeeeahhhh...
maybe wait until MAGA falls, the red hats are seen on the levels of swastikas, the MAGA supporters throw all their shit away and live the rest of their lives in silent guilt, and we have president AOC
it felt like the city has a pulse and was always alive
but yeah no matter where you are or what time it is new york is bumpin
i'm in the city all the damn time it's wonderful
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i'm in the city all the damn time it's wonderful
i know brah, i love when the city doesn't wind down at 6pm <:duhh:1461163462779469996>
@mikeramp72
and hopefully because trump has a little crush on my glorious king mamdani, we can be the one state/city that avoids a full unsigned martial law from ICE
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invading greenland would be the dumbest fucking thing of all time and trump's ju...
biggest thing i saw recently is that Israel was considering denying US aid and trump said "no here's more billions"
@mikeramp72
ICE isn't around much in the city but i'm on long island and they're around, they pulled my friend over one time
biggest thing i saw recently is that Israel was considering denying US aid and t...
you know it's bad when israel is like "y'all are too evil"
i know brah, i love when the city doesn't wind down at 6pm <:duhh:14611634627794...
6pm is long before it even gets started
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you know it's bad when israel is like "y'all are too evil"
i mean, it just helps their perpetuation of hate on the israeli people, creating a solidarity in that specific region that cannot be broken, and being dependant on their government because everywhere else hates them <:z_great:1399214094825029652>
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@mikeramp72
israel is just like comically evil tho, they control the entire world and they play the victim so you can't say that without saying "the jews control the world"
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i love when governments treat their citizens like pigs
@mikeramp72
im a jew i dont fuckin control the world lol
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im a jew i dont fuckin control the world lol
mmmmm i dont know that's something that someone controlling the world would say...
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listen i know the cia and fbi are watching me type rn and i just want to say i am utterly useless
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LMAOOOOO
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however i know damn well most major world events and tragedies over the last 65 years at minimum had israeli involvement
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dating back to JFK getting slimed
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FBI please note that any statements I made about terrorism attacks have been purely satire and I condemn such actions.
@mikeramp72
i am not going to go and instigate, but i will defend myself even if people call me an instigator for it
they wanna kill anyone without red hats no matter what i'd be kinda fucked if i didn't know how to defend myself
here's what i want
california, oregon, and washington cecede and form their own country
new mexico and colorado do the same
minnesota wisconsin michigan illinois (shoutout chicago never been but i'd love to if i wasn't afraid of flying in this political climate)
and then maine new hampshire vermont new york mass rhode island connecticut pennsylvania delaware maryland with their own
and then new jersey becomes their own country because fuck new jersey i don't associate with that shithole
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(i'd include new jersey but da ex is from new jersey. so unless she leaves new jersey they get left out)
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new Jersey is a copy of jersey anyways so they can fuck themselves <:sleepmimimimi:1421661005464866908> <:sleepmimimimi:1421661005464866908>
@mikeramp72
exactly
new jersey is where bad things happen!
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I've never been super into politics, I just follow the money surrounding the politics
honestly though
the US is probably losing power across the world
@mikeramp72
i kind of feel obligated to be super into politics
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like it'll still be a superpower
@mikeramp72
considering what we're living through rn is going to be on the levels of 30s-40s europe in the history books by century's end
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@xsoul.org
can't wait to hoard cash, wait for the volatile correction of the market downwards, then buy everything on discount
and also see myself unemployed because everyone is doing layoffs :(
considering what we're living through rn is going to be on the levels of 30s-40s...
we're probably seeing it happen and close out before 2070 ngl
@mikeramp72
the US is just kinda tanking the worlds economy tbh
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the world's speed of progression is just going faster
@mikeramp72
we're probably seeing it happen and close out before 2070 ngl
if the american people know what to do (if minnesota is any indication they do), this will all be over by 2030
i know everyones scared of nuclear war
and nothing will ever be the same again, the damage will be permanent and done. but hopefully 2028/32/whatever and beyond leads to the best we can get
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if it's nuclear war I'm going to Mauritania immediately
fuck being AAAAAANYWHERE near the west
@mikeramp72
as long as the american democratic party aren't fucking sheep and constantly bend over to the republicans and israel (please please please keep kamala away from my election next time)
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if it's nuclear war I'm going to Mauritania immediately
if its nuclear war im just going to like
australia
they got nothing to do with this
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australia
US war bases and naval restock points.
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as long as the american democratic party aren't fucking sheep and constantly ben...
unironically this is the sole reason i want sports commentator and walking meme stephen a smith to run. he won't have a shot at the nomination but he'll ruin kamala's reputation
US war bases and naval restock points.
they'll get kicked out and the target list is too long
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unironically this is the sole reason i want sports commentator and walking meme ...
<:SCshocked:1119493876495953921>
that's a thing???
WHAT
the US political system is funny as hell
so is the European one as well
this is literally the Netherlands right now
@mikeramp72
the US political system is funny as hell
there's like zero shot any third parties have any chance at anything so its basically democrats vs republicans, they have a primary election to see who's 1v1ing
and for the dem primary i think kamala's running again, i want stephen a to play spoiler
so is the European one as well
thats hilarious
the concept of european parliments being that diverse (for better and worse) is insane to me
there's like zero shot any third parties have any chance at anything so its basi...
like when kanye ran for president he ran as a third party (he deadass ran as a member of "the birthday party") and he didn't even get like 15k votes nationwide
and this was back when people still had a little respect for kanye even though he was hanging out with like
charlie kirk at the time
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like when kanye ran for president he ran as a third party (he deadass ran as a m...
<:brainded:1025661433121345547>
it had to be a publicity stunt
does the birthday party still exist?
@mikeramp72
no lol
it had to be a publicity stunt
yes and no
it's kanye
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I got cancelled at some point for saying I voted for Trump
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lmfao
did u say that shit just to say shit
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@xsoul.org
the ragebait worked too well
the cancellation attempt also failed
@mikeramp72
LMFAO
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I said "mb bro, but I'm not american" and moved on
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if this was 2016 ur good, 2020 ur good, 2024 its like ok mayyyybe not in the best taste
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and was completely unscathed
if this was 2016 ur good, 2020 ur good, 2024 its like ok mayyyybe not in the bes...
yeah it was not in good taste
@mikeramp72
🙁
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and I was not in the right state of mind then
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I said "mb bro, but I'm not american" and moved on
oh yeah all you had to say was that and ppl would be like ok he's just saying shit
and I was not in the right state of mind then
thats so real
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I was veeeeery disconnected from how heated the election was
@mikeramp72
2024-25 were peak levels of derangement from me
I was veeeeery disconnected from how heated the election was
i dont think too many non americans knew just how big of a threat trump is
like they obviously knew he was a threat but not like debatably more powerful than hitler levels
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amidst the deportation threats for me in the Netherlands 😭
@mikeramp72
amidst the deportation threats for me in the Netherlands 😭
???????
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yeah I had my own issues to deal with <:poobnoobparty_joy:1423170507733340180>
@mikeramp72
thats..!!!!!
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but I survived them so we're gucci
@mikeramp72
i hope ur ok with that situation now
yeah yeah
gucci
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but yeah I didn't really understand how mad people would get at me for saying that 😭
holy "I want to kill myself"
@mikeramp72
is that
dunkin?
its not dunkin right
but yeah I didn't really understand how mad people would get at me for saying th...
no yeah exactly
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dunkin?
del taco
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fre sha vo cado
ive only ever heard of del taco through that vine
even though its big in the american west
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I don't even know what they sel
this image is my first impression of them
@mikeramp72
I don't even know what they sel
i would probably assume tacos
idk tho
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something like that probably
I could go for tacos <:duhh:1461163462779469996>
fuckass google maps search
@mikeramp72
i could too, i just finished eating a burger and fries tho
fuckass google maps search
taco bell hell yeah
it's my favorite kind of dogshit
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it's closed I'm killing myself
wait there's a loaded fries place open until 2am
@mikeramp72
wait there's a loaded fries place open until 2am
oh wait perfect
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all Israel's fault
fuckass country making everything here close at 6pm
also 9/11 (this is totally satire guys) (by guys I mean CIA please don't kidnap me)
@mikeramp72
all Israel's fault
ITS ALWAYS ISRAEL
also like epstein
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how we doing gang
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how we doing gang
grinding out assignments
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grinding out assignments
ooooo shit gl gl
rq you did get dbd right
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yessir
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played with lezaria grey and r-lime yesterday
@mikeramp72
played with lezaria grey and r-lime yesterday
once u get ur work done later tn u wanna run some matches?
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once u get ur work done later tn u wanna run some matches?
nah unfortunately, i gotta sleep
big presentation tomorrow
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oooo shit lock in
2morrow maybe?
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bam
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bam
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coughing baby wins
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coughing baby wins
you free to talk or nah
@mikeramp72
you free to talk or nah
you’re behind corny in the queue lol gimme 5
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<@&1414008285211918419> give us a 1-on-1 call
@mikeramp72
<@&1414008285211918419> give us a 1-on-1 call
we can dm call when i can dw
@ibnelkebab
done
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<@589010329900679184> ready
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back
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how was break for you brah :D
@mikeramp72
how was break for you brah :D
so needed and not long enough
i’ve had a great day
it would’ve been great regardless but getting a break from all this stressed didn’t hurt
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<@589010329900679184> yo in a few minutes can we hop in the call real quick
lemme wash my hands and i gotchu
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back from rehab again #alcoholism (ironic i am drinking tn)
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<a:z_wave:1314380862787293235>
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yo yo yooooo
i’m hung over rn wsg
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i’m hung over rn wsg
im freeeeeeeeeeeee
i can finally fuck up my sleep schedule playing games again
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failed the exam because the scoring system is dogshit but we ball regardless
fun night last night?
@mikeramp72
failed the exam because the scoring system is dogshit but we ball regardless
awwww shit i’m sorry
but at least that’s a weight lifted off your shoulders
fun night last night?
yeah!
i got lowkey a little more drunk than i thought i did
@mikeramp72
yo for now i do have one quick question
im assuming you know why i got sent to rehab?
@xsoul.org
<a:catno:1308159078249398293>
i was barely active that round, I kinda just focused on the immunity so I can not worry about it during my exam time
@mikeramp72
thats fair
i just dont really understand why i got sent a second time
@xsoul.org
brah i dont know why anything happened last episode except for the grey vote when Virgo told me "yo grey inactive, i vote him"
and I said i'd do the same since I wanted to sleep with at least a name down
@mikeramp72
grey going because he just left the internet makes sense yeah
@xsoul.org
id been up for 30 hours at that point
@mikeramp72
a calm vote i wish i knew what that was like
@xsoul.org
so i was just tired as hell
@mikeramp72
id been up for 30 hours at that point
yeah thats fair
hopefully you got like
12+ hours of sleep 🙏
@xsoul.org
<a:catyes:1308159080107610254>
legendary sleep
@mikeramp72
hell fucking yeah
@xsoul.org
and waking up and ordering pizza is even better
@mikeramp72
HELL FUCKING YEAH
PIZZA FOR BREAKFAST
@xsoul.org
i only eat one meal a day except for days where I need to be at 100% the entire day or when I'm going all-nighter
@mikeramp72
one meal a day??
@xsoul.org
so its my breakfast lunch and dinner
one meal a day??
<a:yeppers:1445162868281577525>
i just ignored my hunger for a while and it worked
@mikeramp72
<a:yeppers:1445162868281577525>
thats prolly like
not the healthiest thing
my one meal a day phase was #tragic 😔
@xsoul.org
1800 calories, all micro and macronutrient goals hit
@mikeramp72
oh if its a 1800 cal meal thats different
@xsoul.org
anything that I miss is like, a specially engineered snack of 200 calories + vitamins that also have ginseng in them
so it keeps me sated for the rest of the day
@mikeramp72
yeah that makes more sense
@xsoul.org
one meal a day is only unhealthy because people do it wrong!
@mikeramp72
😭😭
i was like
there was a period of time where i got a little too underweight so i've been trying to gain a bit the last 6 months or so
@xsoul.org
yeah I lost 20 pounds in the last month following my current diet
@mikeramp72
oh good lord
that's
nooooot good
like at all
@xsoul.org
my weight was slightly under 200 pounds
@mikeramp72
there was a period of time where i got a little too underweight so i've been try...
also in this time period i've gotten on adhd meds which are a big time appetite suppressant so i've lowkey been brute forcing myself
my weight was slightly under 200 pounds
height?
@xsoul.org
210 actually, only 5'9
@mikeramp72
ahhhh
@xsoul.org
bad year basically
@mikeramp72
yeah i feel u
@xsoul.org
i go jim but I ate too much during the last year
@mikeramp72
covid year flashbacks
@xsoul.org
so had to break the overeating by just rewiring the brain to ignore hunger for a bit
@mikeramp72
if the weight you've been losing has been coupled with exercise yeah
so had to break the overeating by just rewiring the brain to ignore hunger for a...
caffiene prolly helps
@xsoul.org
it's like a week and a half of pain and then it clears up
now im big chillin
@mikeramp72
it's like a week and a half of pain and then it clears up
the survivor method
@xsoul.org
at current pace, should be back down to 155 by april
@mikeramp72
hell yeah
was 155 where you were at
@xsoul.org
at what I think was peak athleticism yeah
had both cardio and the strength at the time
@mikeramp72
you're still going to the gym n shit right
@xsoul.org
since then, recovered from two dislocated shoulders, battled some crazy ass demons, got back in the gym, injured myself rock climbing, and then finally recovered again and back in the gym semi-consistently
@mikeramp72
TWO dislocated shoulders???
@xsoul.org
the right and the left, world wanted to give me a 1-2
not at the same time
@mikeramp72
still that's gotta be so fuckin painful
since then, recovered from two dislocated shoulders, battled some crazy ass demo...
relate relate empathize real on the battling demons thing
@xsoul.org
i mean kinda, but its nothing popping it back in yourself, a paracetamol and rubbing alcohol can't fix
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@mikeramp72
my two major demons phases one was a lotta weight gain in 2020 and a lotta weight loss in 2024-5
i mean kinda, but its nothing popping it back in yourself, a paracetamol and rub...
still gotta probably like
PT it
@xsoul.org
fuh nah
@mikeramp72
rock climbing injury sounds rough too
@xsoul.org
put it in a sling for like 4 weeks
still use it for minor tasks like holding a cup
@mikeramp72
thatll also prolly work
@xsoul.org
so it doesn't atrophy
@mikeramp72
still use it for minor tasks like holding a cup
oh dang
@xsoul.org
then slowly ramp up strength
@mikeramp72
...PT might not sound like a terrible idea
@xsoul.org
and we're back in the game in like 10 weeks
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@mikeramp72
if you're still using a sling though that does sound pretty recent
@xsoul.org
nooooooo like back then
the process for healing it
@mikeramp72
ohhhhhhh
i thought u meant you still use the sling now
@xsoul.org
LOL nah, wouldn't be playing beat saber in that case
i actually also almost dislocated my arm playing beat saber as well
@mikeramp72
i actually also almost dislocated my arm playing beat saber as well
dawg again
LOL nah, wouldn't be playing beat saber in that case
beat saber??
dude
what don't you do?
@xsoul.org
uhhhhhh
art
but when i'm done with my roblox development arc
im getting into music again, then art <:content:1421779707938082867>
@mikeramp72
roblox dev?
music???
@xsoul.org
gotta learn how to make every part of a game
@mikeramp72
roblox dev music art scientist beat saber multiple different cultures
@xsoul.org
been learning 3d modelling
@mikeramp72
what else
kowareta victor
3d printer
dawg
bro living life to the fullest
@xsoul.org
bro living life to the fullest
well yeah
@mikeramp72
the traveling too
@xsoul.org
pursuit of knowledge is a pursuit that can't go wrong
@mikeramp72
A+ quote
dawg are you like
in mensa (worldwide high IQ club)
@xsoul.org
fuck no LMAO
entitled pricks
like, they might be "smart"
but they suck at being social
@mikeramp72
actually that's fair
and you're like a good person so
@xsoul.org
like I was talking to some people who were in the club when I got an acceptance letter
@mikeramp72
mensa people being pricks reminds me of this one guy from survivor south africa season 6
@xsoul.org
and HOOOOOOOOLY shit they suck
@mikeramp72
his name is marthunis
and he's actually the most batshit insane survivor character maybe
ever
like I was talking to some people who were in the club when I got an acceptance ...
bro still got the acceptance letter 😭
@xsoul.org
my brain has probably degenerated since then <:duhh:1461163462779469996>
@mikeramp72
but yeah it makes sense that a lotta mensa ppl just have insane egos
@xsoul.org
like this was back when I was in peak form in logical thinking
so like 15-16
@mikeramp72
you still do some crazy high level shit it prolly hasn't degenerated much if at all lmao
u still got like 10 more years of brain development 🙏
@xsoul.org
nah, IQ tests usually just measure your logical deduction and pattern recognition
i think that department is not as strong anymore, but I am way more diverse
@mikeramp72
IQ is just a number at the end of the day but idt you can like
lose points
@xsoul.org
Mensa members just circlejerk each other and dickmeasure based on IQ 😭
IQ is just a number at the end of the day but idt you can like
you can
@mikeramp72
???
@xsoul.org
brain is a muscle
you can literally build your brain up to be better by training it
@mikeramp72
i mean i feel like i've been dumber the last few years but i've just blamed it on weed
and once i finally quit weed i'll just refresh my brain back
@xsoul.org
i mean i feel like i've been dumber the last few years but i've just blamed it o...
weed has a neurodegenerative effect
@mikeramp72
weed has a neurodegenerative effect
yeeeahhhhh it does
@xsoul.org
it literally kills grey matter 😭
@mikeramp72
it lowkey became an addiction because my ex (sorta) made our friendhumiliationsituationship codependent on it
@xsoul.org
only reason its not as well known is because the research has been so focused on cigarettes and nicotine, that the research for weed has not been as strong
@mikeramp72
and i'm still around it way too much
the thing with weed is that it's not chemically addictive like nicotine and alcohol and it can't kill you
@xsoul.org
the thing with weed is that it's not chemically addictive like nicotine and alco...
it is LMAO
@mikeramp72
like in the withdrawals weening off way
@xsoul.org
yeah, but its still addictive
@mikeramp72
i had the flu and didn't smoke for like 2 weeks and i was fine
@xsoul.org
an addiction isn't categorized by the withdrawal effects
@mikeramp72
yeah, but its still addictive
for sure but it's just a different kind
ig
@xsoul.org
it still rewrites your brain chemistry
like yeah, it might not literally jam your dopamine receptors with it
@mikeramp72
honestly once my carts run out i probably just won't buy new ones
@xsoul.org
but if your brain recognizes it as a reward, it incentivizes itself from that consumption
and now you have an addiction because the brain wants to feel the heavy reward that comes from it
@mikeramp72
like i'm not high for much of the day at all but
and i am functional without it
but my brain wants to feel the heavy reward of giggling listening to the beatles at 2am
@xsoul.org
but my brain wants to feel the heavy reward of giggling listening to the beatles...
that's literally just addiction 😭
you've associated the consumption to reward
@mikeramp72
yeah exactly
i haven't exactly been able to eliminate it due to many of my close friends having it really bad which makes like
friendships codependent on it
that's the difficult part
@xsoul.org
you know you can just redefine your boundaries
@mikeramp72
friends being like "i wanna hang out, bring all of your carts i need weed because i'm sad" and then it just becomes 5 hours of constant smoking
you know you can just redefine your boundaries
i think with my best friend i can manage if i just say i'm not buying anymore
he'll get it
@xsoul.org
i mean, do you want to quit?
@mikeramp72
eh
it doesnt get in the way of my life at all but id definitely like having slightly less brainfog
@xsoul.org
but do you feel like you need to quit it?
@mikeramp72
oh no i don't lol
@xsoul.org
then honestly there's not much point in trying to cut yourself off by not buying anymore, you'll still get it from somewhere else regardless
@mikeramp72
yes and no
i just wont hit the cart in my room at night like i do
which i can live without
@xsoul.org
¯\(ツ)/¯
works
@mikeramp72
you know you can just redefine your boundaries
also re: this
@xsoul.org
i just dont touch it at all
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@mikeramp72
i am scared to kinda do that because when i tried setting those kinds of boundaries with the ex-ish that was one of many disasters
@xsoul.org
if you dont stand up for yourself, no one will
you will have people that will respect your boundaries and those that won't, no matter what you do
@mikeramp72
thank you
i am still kinda adjusting to not like
@xsoul.org
i also had the same issue of not speaking up for myself
@mikeramp72
tryna navigate interpersonal decisions based on what happened with her
speaking up for myself always used to get me into deep shit so i'm still teaching myself that it's okay to do so
@xsoul.org
speaking up for myself always used to get me into deep shit so i'm still teachin...
dont be afraid to cut ties with people that take it personally
that's something i got to learn as well
some people just suck
@mikeramp72
thats a lesson ive very very tragically learned
she treated me like shit but i (thought i) loved her too much to cut her off
and i just spent the whole time scrambling to fix things
i should've cut her off long before she was the one to cut me off
yk
this conversation got really deep for some reason 😭
@xsoul.org
well, you made your validation mechanism external
like not in a blamey way
@mikeramp72
haha no i know
it's a lesson learned
@xsoul.org
you gotta be the person to say whether you're doing good or not
literally no one else matters
@mikeramp72
exactly and i'm thankfully in the spot in life where like
i know how to focus on myself and what that truly does mean
@xsoul.org
you can still accept opinions
but you're the shotcaller
@mikeramp72
exactly yeah
life man
life's a hell of a drug
@xsoul.org
life's a game
you can minmax it like crazy
@mikeramp72
and you only get one shot at it
@mikeramp72
well
@xsoul.org
well
syn inspired this
@mikeramp72
syn inspired this
?
@xsoul.org
gotta gamble
@mikeramp72
with what
im deadass confused
@xsoul.org
my life on the line
@mikeramp72
what sending katie?
@xsoul.org
https://tenor.com/view/kaede-gif-19263262
@mikeramp72
i mean truth be told i have no clue whats going to happen
@xsoul.org
i mean truth be told i have no clue whats going to happen
that's good
@mikeramp72
like at all
@xsoul.org
means Fiovivor is exciting again
@mikeramp72
last vote lowkirkenuinely said nothing about what's going on with the tribe
@xsoul.org
yeppers
@mikeramp72
means Fiovivor is exciting again
this is both really good and really bad
@xsoul.org
this is both really good and really bad
its always good wdym, why would you sign up for a boring ORG?
its not like there's an advantage to pierce through individual immunity so you can plan for literally anything
and be fine
@mikeramp72
its always good wdym, why would you sign up for a boring ORG?
stress lol
its not like there's an advantage to pierce through individual immunity so you c...
listen im chilling right now
@xsoul.org
listen im chilling right now
i dont think I am
@mikeramp72
im SO happy
that i cant be voted out
(not that you're not chilling)
@xsoul.org
but honestly, I'd rather get voted out than play a boring game 😭
so hopefully people get the itch to start making plans as well
last round was incredibly boring
@mikeramp72
though i also know you'd rather not get voted out than get voted out
last round was incredibly boring
eh
@xsoul.org
though i also know you'd rather not get voted out than get voted out
nah
@mikeramp72
grey wasn't rlly around anymore
it happens
@xsoul.org
i've made it to merge
anything after it is a bonus
yeah we can make it farther
but uh
i just play
@mikeramp72
you've gotten away with
a bit this game
im not gonna just expect that to stop
@xsoul.org
im not gonna just expect that to stop
well, probably not LMAO
im not gonna just flop over
@mikeramp72
im not gonna just flop over
i know
@xsoul.org
just kinda strange to complain about stress when you know an ORG is stressful
@mikeramp72
i mean it in the sense of i fully expect you to just keep getting away with it
lmao
@xsoul.org
i mean it in the sense of i fully expect you to just keep getting away with it
mmm
you know
something tells me I havent
@mikeramp72
wdym havent
just kinda strange to complain about stress when you know an ORG is stressful
honestly it was probably that one vote that was
a lot
and now im just like eeeuuugghghhhh
@mikeramp72
anything after it is a bonus
i mean i also assume that you wouldnt necessarily mind being a 2 time winner if that were to happen
@xsoul.org
i mean i also assume that you wouldnt necessarily mind being a 2 time winner if ...
just makes all-stars harder for me
@mikeramp72
just makes all-stars harder for me
i mean winning alone would do that i’m guessing
also i think im cohosting all stars LMAO
@xsoul.org
i mean winning alone would do that i’m guessing
yeah its not like someone would go around and tell people not to talk game with me because I'm a former winner and all
@xsoul.org
i mean winning alone would do that i’m guessing
just tell me the honest truth, is one of Virgo, Faye, or Riley trying to ice me out?
Corny missed his daily "yoooo" in my chat today
yet everyone else got it
@mikeramp72
yeah its not like someone would go around and tell people not to talk game with ...
i don’t think you having won is particularly relevant, its just that people are intensely hesitant to trust what you have to say
@xsoul.org
i don’t think you having won is particularly relevant, its just that people are ...
yeah i wonder why
@mikeramp72
just tell me the honest truth, is one of Virgo, Faye, or Riley trying to ice me ...
no one feels like they can slime you at all
@xsoul.org
especially when im told that you're going around telling people I called dino a sociopath
what the fuck is up with that
@mikeramp72
???
i made one joke to dino and in my confessional about that
@xsoul.org
yeah and guess who i talked to about that
do you think I'm not going to talk to Dino?
she thought it was serious
what's your deal?
why do you feel like I'm such a threat to your game that you'd be willing to spread lies about me to people who ALREADY DONT LIKE ME
if you have a problem with me
be straight up about it
get a fucking backbone
grey did it
dino did it
why are you bitching out of confrontation?
and I didn't miss those times in VC where you said "guys noooo, me and dino aren't together"
@mikeramp72
why are you bitching out of confrontation?
i’m at work right now i’ll respond once i get this group going
@xsoul.org
i’m at work right now i’ll respond once i get this group going
very convenient
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@mikeramp72
i will respond when i can sit down
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@mikeramp72
alright im gonna go message by message
especially when im told that you're going around telling people I called dino a ...
okay so "soul called dino a sociopath" is a huge misconstruation of my words
1 sec another gruop
group
@xsoul.org
take your time
at least you're not backing down now
good boy
@mikeramp72
good boy
bottom 1 word combination of all time
im a grown man also trying to play my own game don't good boy me
@xsoul.org
bottom 1 word combination of all time
idk brah, you just haven't had a loving woman call you a good boy bro idk what to tell you bro
¯\(ツ)/¯
@mikeramp72
idk brah, you just haven't had a loving woman call you a good boy bro idk what t...
oh we're taking it to this level now?
dude
@xsoul.org
oh we're taking it to this level now?
oh wait no that's genuinely not what I meant by that 😭
@mikeramp72
the reason i'm so adamant is because you constantly pull of scheme after scheme after scheme while being absolutely invincible
oh wait no that's genuinely not what I meant by that 😭
wait
@xsoul.org
LMAO NOOOOOO NOT LIKE THAT
BRO im not that mean
@mikeramp72
i was gonna say like
are we just gonna clipfarm for the spectators to think we hate each other lol
why do you feel like I'm such a threat to your game that you'd be willing to spr...
but i never outright said "soul said dino is a sociopath". i said "the way he's talking makes it seem to me like he's framing you this way"
just a very simple misconstruation of words, grapevines get lost in translation sometimes
just a very simple misconstruation of words, grapevines get lost in translation sometimes
but i just never know when you're going to flip your decision on who you want to both work on and target, its happened with just about everyone
having someone playing the game very hard and very unpredictably is not going to be the thing that's best for my game, it's just becoming increasingly difficult to believe you in this game
its so frustrating when chaos is happening everywhere... seemingly just because you can, and i know survivor is like that but i'm trying to play my own game here and i feel like your gameplay is in the way of mine, that simple
and it's difficult because i have to assume you're the most likely to win every comp and i always have to assume you have at least one idol
im not lying when i say i think you're not going home because it never feels like a safe shot to even fathomably take ever
after these last several rounds all ive wanted is just to be able to have control over my own game and well
@keep.hopealive
children children
@mikeramp72
control of my own destiny is something i'm definitely lacking
@keep.hopealive
lets take it down to an 8
@mikeramp72
children children
fio we're clipfarming it's ok
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@keep.hopealive
we're at a 10 rn
@xsoul.org
having someone playing the game very hard and very unpredictably is not goin...
when have I ever lied?
@mikeramp72
when have I ever lied?
i never said the words lie, lying, or liar
@xsoul.org
"to believe you in this game"
@mikeramp72
it's not a matter of truth and lies
@xsoul.org
the absence of belief is mendacity
or that you think I'm not truthful
@mikeramp72
or that you think I'm not truthful
well
we are playing survivor
@xsoul.org
but when have I lied to you?
@mikeramp72
i can't assume everyone's telling the truth 100% of the time
@xsoul.org
give me a moment in this game that I have lied'
@mikeramp72
but when have I lied to you?
i never said you did thats the thing
@xsoul.org
I even told Virgo and Faye to their face that i was voting Syn
why do you think I'm such a big bad evil
@mikeramp72
it's not a matter of believing whether or not you're telling me the truth in the moment though, it's a matter of me not believing that what you're telling me is good for my game
and there's just been so much increase in the doubt i have that i can work with you if i want to get through this game long term and have a shot in front of a jury
the voice calls we had around the time of the merge i couldn't even get a pulse of what exactly you were thinking you wanted to do and i just don't want to walk away from conversations like that with more questions? i obviously was worried you were trying to turn my ally and i against each other because it's legitimately what works best for your game
it's obviously beneficial to you long term to try and get dino and i to lose trust in each other, and it's not beneficial for me to do that
plain and simple
so when i say i don't believe you
it's not that i think you're lying
i just don't believe that the things you pitch to me are good for me
@xsoul.org
have you ever considered how beneficial it would be to be working together with the external perception being adversarial
like genuinely, how do you not see a shield in me
@mikeramp72
why do you think I'm such a big bad evil
because being the bad guy in survivor seems like a great time
like genuinely, how do you not see a shield in me
there's variables to this
the main one is doubting that you're ever going to be vulnerable
i always feel the need to assume you'll either be immune or playing an idol on yourself
@xsoul.org
i always feel the need to assume you'll either be immune or playing an idol on y...
yeah because I was awake for when the idol was hidden this episode
truly one of a kind players
@mikeramp72
maybe that's being too worried on my part but you're ridiculous at the challenges and that you'll always find an idol, play it when vulnerable, find it again, rinse and repeat
truly one of a kind players
which is why you're a threat
you're just
too fucking good at everything
it's a problem for my game that someone is here just
doing everything
yeah because I was awake for when the idol was hidden this episode
also i was searching for a while for it and i deadass got so so stuck on that one step
man
survivor's a hell of a drug
@xsoul.org
survivor's a hell of a drug
you gotta stop taking all these drugs
@mikeramp72
you gotta stop taking all these drugs
i mean i am going back into org retirement after this
i always do this i play an org, i retire for like several months, i come back, i retire again
@xsoul.org
i mean i am going back into org retirement after this
motherfucker we have already established you have an addiction to fucking weed
survivor's like weed^2
@mikeramp72
motherfucker we have already established you have an addiction to fucking weed
for what it's worth this is for me to handle off this app
haha
@xsoul.org
im slamming the table after every word btw
@mikeramp72
survivor's like weed^2
survivor is like meth^10
im slamming the table after every word btw
?
@xsoul.org
dw about it, inside joke
@mikeramp72
ill take your word for it
@xsoul.org
the voice calls we had around the time of the merge i couldn't even get a pulse ...
because from those calls, I know you were asking me of something that you weren't doing yourself
you were asking me to not talk about the tribal, but i know for a fact you went right back to dino and talked about it right after our calls
if you're going to say something, and even more so ASK me to do stuff
@mikeramp72
i mean after the first one we went on break immediately and the second one everyone was MIA
@xsoul.org
then dont fucking do the opposite
@mikeramp72
wait
lemme use brain
ah i got what you mean
@xsoul.org
ah i got what you mean
good _
@mikeramp72
but uh
have i done fuckups
yes
@xsoul.org
<:heh:1421665736429928558>
@mikeramp72
i am not a perfect player
obviously
and i apologize obviously
@xsoul.org
and i apologize obviously
then why are you so adamant on not working together
@mikeramp72
then why are you so adamant on not working together
because i know i'll lose to you
@xsoul.org
you know there's like
@mikeramp72
at this point whether i work with you or not i'm sure i'll lose to you
@xsoul.org
8 tribals to go
@mikeramp72
8 tribals to go
unfortunately i have to assume you are going to have safety shields at every single turn
@xsoul.org
did I tell you about my self imposed rule
@mikeramp72
plus lets say we work together long term
you obviously have katie, you've got quas in your back pocket, corny and lezaria as well
it'll get to a point where i just won't be able to get you out and where my best case scenario is losing final tribal
did I tell you about my self imposed rule
remind me
@xsoul.org
the rule i broke only once last episode, was to put in at most 10% of my effort into it 😭
for any comp, for any hunt
@mikeramp72
you were asking me to not talk about the tribal, but i know for a fact you went ...
i hope you could see where i was coming from though becuase i obviously didn't want dino to be perceived in a way i don't believe to be accurate
god i can't wait until this game ends and we can all be normal ass friends
haha
@xsoul.org
i hope you could see where i was coming from though becuase i obviously didn't w...
do you realize that whatever you said to her turned into what I heard from her first hand?
like im not sure if you realize that the issue was not either of us
@mikeramp72
yeah obviously i executed it all horribly
@xsoul.org
im not even targeting dino
@mikeramp72
but no matter how it flopped i hope you at least see where i was coming from
@xsoul.org
i do and I don't, having me on your side until a critial strike point is the easiest way to stay in the game and not fucking die
@mikeramp72
i do and I don't, having me on your side until a critial strike point is the eas...
this is exactly it
"having me on your side until a critial strike point is the easiest way to stay in the game and not fucking die"
you hit the nail on the head as to how i feel
i want to have control over my own game
@xsoul.org
this is basic survivor strategy though
@mikeramp72
not you
@xsoul.org
YOU'D BE USING ME AS A SHIELD 😭
bro
i dont watch survivor and somehow the concept of a shield does not register with you
@mikeramp72
shields are less powerful in the game than you are
i know what a shield is, i have my shields in this game, don't worry
@xsoul.org
i dont think you realize how disposable you are to Virgo and Faye
@mikeramp72
i know i am
@xsoul.org
you know they only want to work with Dino then, right?
Even Riley as well
@mikeramp72
i mean at this point i know i don't have more than a couple rounds left in me
Even Riley as well
again i also figured after the one tribal
i've never even met virgo until the merge
like honestly i've lowkey accepted i'm gonna be on the jury by like
8 at best
@xsoul.org
so why are you so intent on playing it down until they see no utility in you
8 at best
this is loser behavior
like genuinely loser behavior
@mikeramp72
i'm not gonna give up
@xsoul.org
you said yourself you want to win
@mikeramp72
i'm just genuinely saying what i think is gonna happen
you said yourself you want to win
i do
@xsoul.org
THEN ACT LIKE IT BRO 😭
if you want to win, there is no such thing as "oh i probably go out at this point"
nah
you will win
plain and simple
@mikeramp72
i'm realistic not effortless
@xsoul.org
gaslight yourself into the winner mentality bro 😭
@mikeramp72
😭
@xsoul.org
at this rate you wont win even if you get to FTC
@mikeramp72
i lowkey gotta unlock my inner michael jordan
@xsoul.org
and im being deadass right now
im not talking down at you
@mikeramp72
at this rate you wont win even if you get to FTC
lowkey i gotta start working on that
like a lot
@xsoul.org
then stop the fucking warpath
you do realize its going to harm both of us
@mikeramp72
like i know i need to calm my ass down and refocus my route if i want to have a shot
@xsoul.org
stop the all out war that you, virgo, faye, and riley are waging
@mikeramp72
and the last thing i want to be is the goat that's only htere because he pissed people off
@xsoul.org
or side step it
@mikeramp72
stop the all out war that you, virgo, faye, and riley are waging
i wouldn't say this is accurate either though
@xsoul.org
yeah because me not getting any messages in the last 3 hours is completely normal
@mikeramp72
it's not really an all out war, it's not my plan to just have pickoff after pickoff after pickoff etc
yeah because me not getting any messages in the last 3 hours is completely norma...
that i don't get fwiw
like that i actually don't get
@xsoul.org
start of tribal, I will always get messages from at least two people
@mikeramp72
like im here and messaging you
@xsoul.org
this one does not count, i mean game talk
@mikeramp72
even despite the fact that we're... hashing it out to a certain extent
@xsoul.org
it's not really an all out war, it's not my plan to just have pickoff after pick...
that's the fucking point im making bro
its not YOUR plan
its never been YOUR plan
you are following your allies
and I mean this in like
not a demeaning way either
@mikeramp72
do you think i'm like
super duper close to faye virgo and riley?
@xsoul.org
my perception of you is a zero vote finalist
no
@mikeramp72
my perception of you is a zero vote finalist
i figured
@xsoul.org
i think it makes sense for your game to try and build those connections to the other side
@mikeramp72
building connections yes
@xsoul.org
or at least try
the problem is that they see a better asset than you
@mikeramp72
but i'm playing my own game and i'm not in the "playing with their plan" thing
@xsoul.org
you are sat next to Dino.
you have Corny as your duo
@mikeramp72
i know
@xsoul.org
they are closer to Mateo
do you not see the issue
@mikeramp72
i know that too
yes
@xsoul.org
they will never see more value in you than the already stated value they have for you right now
@mikeramp72
yeah i nkow
@xsoul.org
because to bring you on means higher risk intolerance for them
then genuinely why are you playing if you know all of this
@mikeramp72
then genuinely why are you playing if you know all of this
i'm still trying to win
@xsoul.org
i'm still trying to win
yet you're playing like you're trying to play for placement
@mikeramp72
and i'm not going to come up with a full day by day by day plan on the spot right now
@xsoul.org
you still do have a chance to make something happen between us, because I'm not sure I survive this tribal
@mikeramp72
like i don't truly know what i'm going to do every single round i can't come up with a complete roadmap on the spot while my eyes play five nights at freddys between escape room monitors
you still do have a chance to make something happen between us, because I'm not ...
i'm sure you will
@xsoul.org
i'm sure you will
no no no
im not guaranteed safe
@mikeramp72
i can't assume that you don't have an idol
@xsoul.org
well womp womp I'm stuck on the stage after the video
the person who was there for us when disaster struck and yada yada yada
@mikeramp72
...wait did you not actually figure that one out
@xsoul.org
NO
I'VE LOOKED AT EVERY USER
NO ROLES
NO BIOS
NO NAMES
i've tried over 288 different commands
they are all neatly ordered in a spreadsheet
@mikeramp72
DAWG
I THOUGHT YOU FIGURED THAT OUT
I'VE LOOKED AT EVERY USER
I DID THIS TOO THOUGH
LIKE I HAVE HUNDREDS OF COMMANDS IN MY SUBS CHANNE
also apologies if my responses start to slow down apparently escape room groups think it’s cute to cheat
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but again like
i don’t know if you’re exaggerating the way you perceive me as the game passes along as a means of trying to convince me to save you
and if you aren’t, i’d like to know why you want me to be your zero vote finalist specifically
@xsoul.org
i don’t know if you’re exaggerating the way you perceive me as the game passes a...
the only exaggeration i do in this game is of me
I am a larger than life version of me
i am not exaggerating when I say that I think you're a zero vote finalist if you keep things going the way they're going right now
you play safe, you let others do the work, and you hide behind the same ally who's been dictating the direction of your trio
you get to FTC
no one wants to vote for you, not because you pissed them off, but because you have no moves to claim as your own
you would literally do better in a jury if you royally pissed people off with your moves, because at least then you know that you have equitable chance for any game jury voters
do I want to work with you?
of course
does that mean I have to stiff you for it?
no!
the best alliances are the ones that are wins on both sides
the best deals in business are the win/win deals
the best relationships are the ones where its 60/40, but each one is trying to give 60
do you get the point im making
why would I go through the trouble of saving you if I didn't intend on trying to work with you
you smelling what im shitting bro
@mikeramp72
i am getting quite a whiff of the poop i just needa be able to sit down again before i can respond
speaking of WHY DO PEOPLE PISS ON THE FLOOR OF PUBLIC BATHROOMS
AAAGFGGHHHHHHHHH
@xsoul.org
speaking of WHY DO PEOPLE PISS ON THE FLOOR OF PUBLIC BATHROOMS
bro im so glad I'm not forced to work a job that forces me into that situation 😭
@mikeramp72
GROWN ADULTS TOO
GROWN FUCKING ADULTS
AT AN ESCAPE ROOM
@xsoul.org
cuz i'd crash out on em
@mikeramp72
AND THERE'S PISS ON THE FLOOR
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staying in customer service mode is fucking exhausting when the customers are
ya know
did you know the phrase "the customer is always right" is completely wrong and taken out of context of a fuller sentence
@xsoul.org
did you know the phrase "the customer is always right" is completely wrong and t...
in matters of taste
@mikeramp72
bingo
the only exaggeration i do in this game is of me
before i get into it more i also do a ton of exaggerating in this game of myself
like i lowkey do the "larger than life version of myself" thing too ive realized. i'm way more chill in normal circumstances
my confessionals are so dramatic #clipfarming
you would literally do better in a jury if you royally pissed people off with yo...
it is very early into the merge and i don't know if the jury is looking for sociability or strategy
@xsoul.org
it is very early into the merge and i don't know if the jury is looking for soci...
they look at the whole game
but they expect merge to be where you start making your moves
like the start
@mikeramp72
every single cast and jury are different and it'll take another boot or two to gague which side of the two they lean on
@xsoul.org
law of big numbers disagrees
@mikeramp72
like the start
to play devils advocate for myself
i haven't exactly had the chance to do anything at the merge
@xsoul.org
+ fiovivor also tends to have a lot less emotional/bitter jurors
@mikeramp72
you play safe, you let others do the work, and you hide behind the same ally who...
this also isn't at all what i'm planning
oh not at all
@xsoul.org
my brother in christ, 30 minutes ago, you said you thought you'd be getting voted out at F8
@mikeramp72
i'm not just going to let those two do all the stuff while i sit there
my brother in christ, 30 minutes ago, you said you thought you'd be getting vote...
i was joking around
lowk
im bad at having that come across over text
@xsoul.org
i was joking around
bro
@mikeramp72
but also like
me thinking i might be cooked at 8 doesn't mean i'm going to let myself be cooked at 8
i have to figure out how to prove myself wrong
@xsoul.org
don't play emotionally might be a good one
@mikeramp72
i know
that's something i'm like
really really hoping to get under control
like now
like now now
@xsoul.org
i have yet to hear an argument about me that isn't based on a worry around the basis of me having already won or doing well in comps despite every comp before merge being based either on availability or i was neck and neck with others
like, i would argue the only comp pre-merge that would have shown something was the puzzle comp way back in the original tribes
and even then, lezaria came right next to me
@mikeramp72
ill be honest
@xsoul.org
flappy copter, quas came out in front of me
wall did better than me
corny got 1 point within my score
@mikeramp72
i have yet to hear an argument about me that isn't based on a worry around the b...
in a way it is this
mostly honestly
you just
intimidate the shit out of me
@xsoul.org
because you are letting the label of "former winner" intimidate you
@mikeramp72
it has nothing to do with you winning before
@xsoul.org
ONE OF MY JURY VOTES WAS BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS HOT 😭
@mikeramp72
it's just that you're good at everything
@xsoul.org
i would argue that I'm great at everything, master of none at the level im operating at
@mikeramp72
you said you're operating at below 10%
you must be goddamn superman 😭
@xsoul.org
its mainly a time thing
i don't commit more than an hour or two to a comp
@mikeramp72
i mean yeah you do like
a lot of really cool shit
off the app soul takes great priority over on the app soul
@xsoul.org
like to put it into comparison just how much of a downgrade im self-imposing
@mikeramp72
same with my real life taking great priority over this org
@xsoul.org
the reason they called last challenge pancake incident 2.0
was because of one comp in S4
where second place got 352
@mikeramp72
i have no context as to any of the past seasons
@xsoul.org
i got 998 by building a custom mouse controlled by dials, fucking with subpixel positions of the game, and playing for 12 hours
@mikeramp72
other than you won and the edgic strip for the finale said "holy shit xsoul!!!"
i got 998 by building a custom mouse controlled by dials, fucking with subpixel ...
bro
@xsoul.org
there are levels to this shit, I do not tryhard because I'm not trying to be that one guy that just comps out
but when everyone calls me a comp threat and refuses to work with me
what am i supposed to do
@mikeramp72
ONE OF MY JURY VOTES WAS BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS HOT 😭
also hell yeah this is beast mode
@xsoul.org
like, I can try my best to wiggle my way out of situations
@mikeramp72
if you truly are vulnerable tonight
@xsoul.org
but im starting to see the wall behind me
@mikeramp72
there's a chance you might not be again
and i don't even mean in terms of comps and idols
@xsoul.org
there's a chance you might not be again
clarify please i think im stupid
@mikeramp72
say next round, no immunity no idol. who knows how the dynamics will shift around
maybe the chips lie next round in a manner where you're not in danger of going home, and then you aren't again
my thing is i just don't understand how i win this game if we go super long term, i really don't
@xsoul.org
by leveraging your allies instead of letting them leverage you
like
@mikeramp72
i know what you mean by that
@xsoul.org
lets say we work together
@mikeramp72
but especially at final 11 it's not like corny and dino are expendable
at all
@xsoul.org
OH SHIT i forgot to tell you
unironcally, faye came up to me and was asking me if there was a chance I would vote out corny
@mikeramp72
and i know of the three of us i'm seen as the "emotional unproductive" one but
i know the work i can do
i also don't wanna be the guy that makes a #BIGMOVE at like final 10 and then gets voted out at 9 for doing so
@xsoul.org
i also don't wanna be the guy that makes a #BIGMOVE at like final 10 and then ge...
so you're scared of doing winner things because it'll get you winner heat
@mikeramp72
unironcally, faye came up to me and was asking me if there was a chance I would ...
i'll sleep on this one
@xsoul.org
gg
@mikeramp72
so you're scared of doing winner things because it'll get you winner heat
i don't want to write my death warrant when it's early
it's just all about finding the right time
the right time to #BIGMOVE it isn't now
@xsoul.org
you know the game theory model where trust is currency, right?
@mikeramp72
it's when i know i can get away with it
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you know the game theory model where trust is currency, right?
yeah obviously
trust is the #1 thing to play the game based on
for what its worth
@xsoul.org
do you think you're going to build that faster than the other 3?
@mikeramp72
do you think you're going to build that faster than the other 3?
trust?
which other 3
@xsoul.org
Dino, Mateo, Lezaria
@mikeramp72
for what its worth
this portion of the game where i've been very mistake-y and messy may be a bit of a blessing in disguise
Dino, Mateo, Lezaria
i have my thoughts
believe me
@xsoul.org
@mikeramp72
which is this in response to
@xsoul.org
none i just dont know how to respond 😭
@mikeramp72
😭
Dino, Mateo, Lezaria
are you implying that you think these three could be on a winning path
@xsoul.org
are you implying that you think these three could be on a winning path
at least one of them is
also
@mikeramp72
i think theoretically we're still at the point where no one's out of it
@xsoul.org
your feelings about me are not exactly subtle
@mikeramp72
well
@xsoul.org
they went around pretty fast
@mikeramp72
i gathered
i kinda
@xsoul.org
you do realize that doesn't do you favors
@mikeramp72
ya know
yeah
@xsoul.org
like it did with grey
like it did with R-Lime
@mikeramp72
wait what happened with grey
@xsoul.org
Virgo and Faye were not happy at grey
at all
why do you think they jumped at the opportunity to send out grey
@mikeramp72
for the riley thing
yeah
@xsoul.org
no
@mikeramp72
whaaaat did grey do
@xsoul.org
because grey made it very clear he didn't like them
@mikeramp72
oh
yeeeeahhhhh i get what you're saying
@xsoul.org
and look what happened as soon as grey was vulnerable for just one tribal
@mikeramp72
well yeah
@xsoul.org
the more dead set you are on opinions
the more risk you take on by burning bridges permanently
i took on risk with Syn
@mikeramp72
but would things have been different had grey not like
vanished
@xsoul.org
vanished
no lmao
@mikeramp72
are you sure?
@xsoul.org
might have been quas, but im sure quas is a perma target like me now
plus
you almost voted out riley
do you think she wont forget that?
@mikeramp72
you almost voted out riley
yeah that's another thing that's concerning me
i know
@xsoul.org
do you think virgo and faye would value you over Riley?
@mikeramp72
do you think virgo and faye would value you over Riley?
obviously not like
lol
i just
i need to think
@xsoul.org
Lezaria and Mateo were uninvolved with that tribal
Dino has more social power than you do
@mikeramp72
i
hmmmm
@xsoul.org
ok yeah I dumped hard on you mb
but im telling you
@mikeramp72
no i know
this whole conversation has
@xsoul.org
if people think we are still fighting
@mikeramp72
been a lot
@xsoul.org
and we work together
@mikeramp72
i fully know where you're coming from
@xsoul.org
that's resumes for both of us
@mikeramp72
god i hate that r word
so much
so so so much
@xsoul.org
i love my CV
my online one is on https://xsoul.org
@mikeramp72
survivor resume just augh god
@xsoul.org
it can even play tetris and DOOM
@mikeramp72
my online one is on https://xsoul.org
this is sick
but uh
nah this whole convo has just
i'm weighing
a lot
about the whole game
because if some problems go some problems will arise
and i just
i should get out a whiteboard tomorrow when i'm at my radio station and like
figure it all out
idk
i just
how do i know i'm not being punked right now
and how do i know you're not just trying to make me your zero vote finalist
@xsoul.org
and how do i know you're not just trying to make me your zero vote finalist
the best deals are always win/win
and do you think i'd push this hard if i thought I could win without elevating others
I need people to also be in winner spots
@mikeramp72
i think at least some of what you're trying to do is talk me into working with you so you have another number all the way to the end
@xsoul.org
do you think I've said a lie this ENTIRE time
i think at least some of what you're trying to do is talk me into working with y...
an ally*
@mikeramp72
do you think I've said a lie this ENTIRE time
it's not impossible
this is survivor
@xsoul.org
it's not impossible
you can read back the ENTIRE thing if you want to
@mikeramp72
i know
an ally*
an ally yes
@xsoul.org
i can swear on my honor as a player that I have not fibbed a single time
@mikeramp72
but i still don't fully understand your motivation with this
besides buying another day
@xsoul.org
not get voted out
@mikeramp72
well
obviously
@xsoul.org
VFR wil always be a pain in my ass
and they will be a pain in your ass too if im gone
@mikeramp72
ive never really
perceived them that way
@xsoul.org
perceived them that way
think ahead, think long term, and think as if you were others in the game
@mikeramp72
brb what the fuck that group won really quickly
@xsoul.org
cheats?
@mikeramp72
nope
i just
honestly i’m still figuring it out for myself if it’s too late for me to carve a path to the end
or specifically to winning a jury
i’m not sure if you think i’ve got a shot at fixing up my reputation and… doing it
@xsoul.org
you do
8 tribals
@mikeramp72
and i’m not sure if your long term intention with me is to beat me at ftc
@xsoul.org
cuh, my intentions are make it to FTC
@mikeramp72
8 tribals
well i have only been to two thus far
@xsoul.org
so you still have time
@mikeramp72
cuh, my intentions are make it to FTC
so your intentions are to win
just like all eleven of us
@xsoul.org
just making it to FTC is Fiovivor Hall Of Fame
but its all bonuses at the end of the day
I get to play a fun as fuck game
@mikeramp72
just making it to FTC is Fiovivor Hall Of Fame
i’m sure if you make it to ftc you’ll win though
@xsoul.org
i’m sure if you make it to ftc you’ll win though
literally everyone wants me dead
i will be bearing the blood of the jurors
@mikeramp72
i’ll say what you told me
if you’re making moves and playing a strategic game you’re proud of
“you would literally do better in a jury if you royally pissed people off with your moves, because at least then you know that you have equitable chance for any game jury voters”
- xsoul
- xsoul
@xsoul.org
honestly, real
@mikeramp72
it’s why like
@xsoul.org
which means you have as much of a chance as I do to win
@mikeramp72
which means you have as much of a chance as I do to win
well yes
and again there’s things i’m not afraid to do down the line
but even if i were to, say, pull off something in the next 2 rounds
i wouldn’t want it to be something i did for the sake of doing it and then proceeding to get voted out
i don’t wanna make a #epicblindside at 9 and go at 8 in response yk
but soul let’s say we do squash the beef and peoples expectations and work together on this vote
i have a couple ideas
but i don’t know who yours are
@xsoul.org
but i don’t know who yours are
I fell asleep
my ideas are what is already publicly known, I don't think they're hidden away
at this point, I'd take anything
@xsoul.org
i realize that i was still vagueposting LMAO
but soul let’s say we do squash the beef and peoples expectations and work toget...
who would you want to do
@mikeramp72
sorry i am still M.I.A.
who would you want to do
im not sure yet things have been quiet
im trying to focus on taking a step back and evaluating where trust lies
@xsoul.org
im trying to focus on taking a step back and evaluating where trust lies
dont take too long :)
@mikeramp72
i have immunity anyways so i probably shouldn't like
@xsoul.org
i am still hanging on because of this
@mikeramp72
be in the drivers seat tonight
yk
@xsoul.org
i kinda disagree
@mikeramp72
i get where you're coming from i just like
@xsoul.org
immunity is where your actions can be taken with minimal repercussions
@mikeramp72
i don't wanna put so much pressure on myself rn
@xsoul.org
your risk tolerance can be higher because of it, since the immutable fact is that you aren't going home
@mikeramp72
yeah i know
@xsoul.org
i don't wanna put so much pressure on myself rn
i still don't get what pressure there is on you
is it still the actors tribal??
you weren't here for the grey vote, the game is dead right now
@mikeramp72
i still don't get what pressure there is on you
i mean you want me to call a shot
that's the pressure
@xsoul.org
if you think that's pressure, how do you expect to make it to FTC
@mikeramp72
and based on our conversation yesterday before i think of what's smart for myself and you i need to see who we both trust
@xsoul.org
like im sorry, but you're saying that in a GUARANTEED IMMUNITY seat, there is pressure on you
how are you going to cope with it next tribal if you dont have guaranteed immunity?
@mikeramp72
the pressure on me is figuring out what the correct decision is
@xsoul.org
you're literally paralyzing yourself by thinking of the worst case scenario as the most likely scenario
@mikeramp72
this is a vote that's going to dictate my momentum
so i need to just figure out what's correct
@xsoul.org
yeah because pagonging everyone outside your circle is soooooo good for momentum
like be real, if you work with VFR, you bring Dino and Corny as well
@mikeramp72
yeah because pagonging everyone outside your circle is soooooo good for momentum
i never said this
i never said this is my plan or what i'm thinking of
@xsoul.org
you don't have to tell me
its obvious
@mikeramp72
that what
@xsoul.org
no game talk from anyone since the auction started?
especially since I had game talk from even RILEY during the grey vote
I'm not as stupid as you think, the absence of activity is as damning as activity itself
@mikeramp72
it's been quiet in general imma be honest
i've heard from like
corny and you
and a little bit of riley
that's kinda it
@xsoul.org
i find it hard to believe that the one round that I'd be vulnerable, the game is quiet.
if you're going to try something, do it right
@mikeramp72
im genuinely so fr
i've sent yo yo yo wsg messages to everyone and i'm waiting on
a lot of people
@xsoul.org
a lot of people
brother, I'm trying to bridge the fucking gap with you, its not going to work if you keep lying to me
@mikeramp72
i'm not lying to you dude
@xsoul.org
you know more than you're letting on
@mikeramp72
i'm waiting for people to wake up and get online
so i can actually speak to them so i know what the fuck to do
like odds are i talk with people, we talk and settle
@xsoul.org
you know more than you're letting on, and your group wants to choke my access to game information so that they try and bait an idol play from me
there's no other reason for why i got zero dms from Riley, Virgo, and Faye
ALL THE SAME TRIBAL
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
@mikeramp72
you know more than you're letting on, and your group wants to choke my access to...
so you have an idol
@xsoul.org
BRO I DONT
THAT'S THE PROBLEM
@mikeramp72
there's no other reason for why i got zero dms from Riley, Virgo, and Faye
i haven't heard from virgo and faye either, i'm waiting for a response to how are you from riley
@xsoul.org
I KNOW ILL GET HEAT FROM "HAVING AN IDOL" NO MATTER WHAT
@mikeramp72
i'm still very surprised that you don't have it
like genuinely
@xsoul.org
its impossible to play the game when i can't fucking catch a break because its assumed I have some fuckass advantage to save me
@mikeramp72
that one step in the idol search is ridiculous though fwiw
@xsoul.org
and "the optimal move is to vote them out to flush it out 🤖 "
@mikeramp72
if i were a guessing man i'd say VFR have you in mind but i'll know once i have my chats
but besides that, there are seven other people on the tribe
@xsoul.org
if i were a guessing man i'd say VFR have you in mind but i'll know once i have ...
so you do know something
@mikeramp72
i'm just guessing
honestly
based on things i'd heard like the day of the merge
@mikeramp72
oh
welp
@xsoul.org
welp
wow we really getting cucked out of tribals like that huh
@mikeramp72
¯\(ツ)/¯
@mikeramp72
👀
@xsoul.org
👀
<a:colonthreeanimated:1362999296152174812>
hallo
@mikeramp72
wsg wsg
well uh
long story short people are #fighting over the results
@xsoul.org
long story short people are #fighting over the results
yep
@mikeramp72
faye/virgo vs corny
corny told me he random.org'd it, whether he actually did or not i lowkey don't care lol
@xsoul.org
mhm
I heard the same
@mikeramp72
either way the #drama is off me
so i'm chillin
@xsoul.org
that is your duo
<:cryyyyyy:1435356663715598516>
@mikeramp72
exactly i'm on his side 😭
if he's lying about using random.org oh well it's survivor
@xsoul.org
I guess
@mikeramp72
i'm assuming based on last round's convos you wanted one of VFR anyways so this is #goodnews for you i am guessing
@xsoul.org
what
@mikeramp72
when we were talking to see if we could strike a deal last round
i took it as you wanting to go for one of virgo faye riley
@xsoul.org
bro we hadn't even gotten past the "let's work together" stage who gave you that idea 😭
@mikeramp72
i thought that was what you were implying when you were pitching us working together?
that was the impression you were giving me
@xsoul.org
why would I pitch anything if we weren't working together?
like come on bro
think for a second
@mikeramp72
why would I pitch anything if we weren't working together?
...to convince me to work with you?
@xsoul.org
...to convince me to work with you?
sure, whatever makes you sleep at night
not like you had zero intention of working with me that round :)
maybe things change this round
you're very readable btw
@mikeramp72
it's not like i could exactly reach a decision considering someone walked from the game
@xsoul.org
lowkey figure your shit out and lemme know
👍 2
I got shit to do today
@mikeramp72
I got shit to do today
me too i'm in class
😭
i just finished classwork gotta wait to discuss it
@mikeramp72
lowkey figure your shit out and lemme know
if things don't change it'll be whichever one of faye or virgo gets agreed upon
the fight happened and everyone was just kinda like ok sure corny's in the right here
@xsoul.org
<@308057662082514945> you lied to your duo
@keep.hopealive
<@&1414008636451197038> ok!
i have decided that this 1-1 is now CLOSED.
i do not want any more individual interraction between the two of you this season
i think there has been enough
it has officially gotten to that point
on BOTH ends
i dont want any more problems
i will give strikes
dont test me
@keep.hopealive
<@&1414008636451197038> tea game matchup
also you guys have been being kind and civil so
1-1 re opened?
we will see
idk
@mikeramp72
yeah sure its fine
@xsoul.org
yeah sure its fine
lemme wake up and then we can sip the tea
@mikeramp72
lemme wake up and then we can sip the tea
word, im playing a session of allegiance rn tho
i got 53 😭
@xsoul.org
2 hours from now then?
@mikeramp72
yeah!
@mikeramp72
53 + 46-100 hell yeah
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@xsoul.org
WW
@mikeramp72
58
@xsoul.org
58
ready soon?
@mikeramp72
ready soon?
once i set up my laptop at work yeah
61 btw
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@mikeramp72
imma go intro one of the escape groups then game on
<@589010329900679184> yo im ready to go
@xsoul.org
<@589010329900679184> yo im ready to go
perf
black tea good with you
?
@mikeramp72
yeah sure
@Mudae#0807
✅ 3
<:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316><:empty:559680579012919316>
@mikeramp72
here we go
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: EAD
@mikeramp72
dread
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@589010329900679184> Type a word containing: HAS
@xsoul.org
emphasis
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: ERN
@mikeramp72
stern
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@589010329900679184> Type a word containing: SEU
@xsoul.org
theseus
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: MBL
<:th:469835872716455936> 1
<:tw:469835872188235796> 1
<:un:469835871563022346> 1
@mikeramp72
mutual block lfuck
@Mudae#0807
:boom: Time's up: -1 HP (Left: 1 HP)
:coffee: <@589010329900679184> Type a word containing: TIG
@xsoul.org
tigers
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: IES
@mikeramp72
pies
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@589010329900679184> Type a word containing: IOT
@xsoul.org
riot
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: PLI
@mikeramp72
plight
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@589010329900679184> Type a word containing: NDI
<:th:469835872716455936> 1
<:tw:469835872188235796> 1
@xsoul.org
lending
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: OMP
@mikeramp72
stomp
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@589010329900679184> Type a word containing: BUL
@xsoul.org
bullets
✅ 1
@Mudae#0807
:coffee: <@308057662082514945> Type a word containing: NSC
<:th:469835872716455936> 1
<:tw:469835872188235796> 1
<:un:469835871563022346> 1
@mikeramp72
shit
ggs
@Mudae#0807
:boom: Time's up: -1 HP (Left: 0 HP)
:door: <@308057662082514945> eliminated!
:trophy::trophy::trophy: <@589010329900679184> won the game! :trophy: :trophy: :trophy:
@xsoul.org
ggs
@mikeramp72
anyways im at work for ten hours! and during that im gonna try and beat allegiance here lol
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@xsoul.org
anyways im at work for ten hours! and during that im gonna try and beat allegian...
i'd get fired tryna do that 😭
@mikeramp72
fwiw im sitting in an office for about 80% of my time here
and i have a coworker
@xsoul.org
damn
yeah no when i was working i had to always be active 😭
@mikeramp72
the 20% of the time i have to be active here i beg for the sweet release of death
@mikeramp72
nvm i cant go for allegiance at work
its not picking up my clicks
ill go for 30-100
@mikeramp72
65
@mikeramp72
ahhhh fuck
@xsoul.org
ahhhh fuck
this is good for you too in a sense
obviously n1 ally going bad
but more freedom to move in the game
this is good for you too in a sense
i also dont want this to sound like im talking down on you btw
i genuinely mean like, you have more freedom to move around in the game without allegiances
@mikeramp72
no i know i know
and there’s more benefits now that i think about it obviously
just obviously
the person i trust the most in the game is now out of the game
and i think the fact that i’ve been at least trying looks good to the last few jurors
@mikeramp72
morning
@xsoul.org
morning
gud morgen
@mikeramp72
how is you
@xsoul.org
just woke up rn
boutta get ready for party night
@mikeramp72
oh hell yeah man
you did say smth bout a birthday party i hope you have fun
@mikeramp72
how do you keep getting away with ts bro
@xsoul.org
how do you keep getting away with ts bro
sorry man
@mikeramp72
i just wanna ask this now
if i didn't win immunity would that have been me
instead of corny
@xsoul.org
if i didn't win immunity would that have been me
no
@mikeramp72
no
why corny
of all people
i just wanna know
@xsoul.org
why corny
no one would idol him, and no one would expect it
@mikeramp72
no one would idol him, and no one would expect it
and why wouldnt it have been me
no one had an idol to play on me
i'm not even being pushy or pissy i legit just wanna know lol
@xsoul.org
and why wouldnt it have been me
I think I would have been able to get away with a you narrative and a Riley vote.
I was just so sure Riley was going to play an idol today
@mikeramp72
i'm like super sure she doesn't have one
she fully fully fully thought mateo was just gonna do it
which
in a way
I think I would have been able to get away with a you narrative and a Riley vote...
this wouldn't have worked as well as corny
if riley were to have an idol she would've played it on herself if my name was out there
for sure
god
this shit is so frustrating
i just can't catch a break
@xsoul.org
this shit is so frustrating
but uhhh
The Dragon has been Slain.
@mikeramp72
well
i tried!
i goddamn tried!
all i've been doing all game is trying!
@xsoul.org
cockroach strat 🤫
@mikeramp72
you or i?
@xsoul.org
you or i?
me obviously
@mikeramp72
ah
@xsoul.org
I kinda have to
@mikeramp72
i mean
you’re at 6 now
i just genuinely don’t even know what the hell to do now
@xsoul.org
mb :3
@mikeramp72
at this point
as long as it isn’t me
@xsoul.org
as long as it isn’t me
https://tenor.com/view/purple-skull-trooper-hopping-hopping-fortnite-hoppin-gif-2234166333745807812
@mikeramp72
https://tenor.com/view/purple-skull-trooper-hopping-hopping-fortnite-hoppin-gif-...
??
@xsoul.org
??
I just think this is a really funny gif
have you seen this emote with the music before
@mikeramp72
i have
not
@xsoul.org
https://youtube.com/shorts/mJRBg07RdGQ
I am immature and brainrotted
@mikeramp72
https://youtube.com/shorts/mJRBg07RdGQ
diabolical
I am immature and brainrotted
oh same
my focalin wore off so now all i can do is
meds
@xsoul.org
they giving you the more potent isomer?
like, did you go from methylphenidate HCL to dexmethylphenidate?
I think Ritalin is the name for the first one
@mikeramp72
i’ve only been on a low-ish dose of focalin
i’m fine i just had to get up really early
so i’ve already kinda had a full full day
@mikeramp72
allegiance 81
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@xsoul.org
YO?
@mikeramp72
taking a break rn coming back to it in like
an hour, hour and a half
@xsoul.org
an hour, hour and a half
yo
when ashley wave trials <:content:1421779707938082867>
@mikeramp72
when ashley wave trials <:content:1421779707938082867>
i am NOT beating that shit
@mikeramp72
<@589010329900679184> yo yo yo
i would like to hear your thoughts and opinions on the vote tonight, because i am admittedly open to doing something other than katie
@mikeramp72
also this isn’t relevant to any mutual pitch but imagine if it was me v you in f4 fire and the challenge was get as much progress on an extreme as possible
@xsoul.org
also this isn’t relevant to any mutual pitch but imagine if it was me v you in f...
I'm quitting that LMAO I'd have gotten the record for immunities anyway by that point
i would like to hear your thoughts and opinions on the vote tonight, because i a...
deadass?
@xsoul.org
big yap piece incoming
@mikeramp72
go for it. i'm still pretty sure i'm voting out katie, but i'm open
@xsoul.org
you win any combo that doesn't have Riley or Katie in it, especially Riley.
@mikeramp72
riley for sure, yes
i'm 50/50 on katie
@xsoul.org
why would you be 50/50 when you have the votes and the security to vote riley now?
like
worst case scenario
Riley idols out Katie
best case scenario, Riley goes home with an idol (99% sure she has it)
either way, it removes an extra variable from the vote next round
Katie will not be able to idol, and you'll have votes to take her out
@mikeramp72
it's before the final 5 still, the idol could get replanted into the game
what if i get idoled out at 5?
@xsoul.org
it's before the final 5 still, the idol could get replanted into the game
my idol didn't get replanted
and i played it at f7
her idol is NOT getting replanted
@mikeramp72
it's too late to have two idols in the game
i think if it's just one idol it'll get replanted
@xsoul.org
that's what im saying
no, not one idol is getting replanted, I checked the tribal councils of every other season
@mikeramp72
there's one idol in the game right now. if it's out of the game at 6, it's up for grabs at 5
@xsoul.org
they stop getting rehidden at F7
@mikeramp72
no, not one idol is getting replanted, I checked the tribal councils of every ot...
i can only be so sure
again, i'm not ruling out voting out riley here, at all
i will be honest, her and i have discussed wanting to make fire against each other and having one of us win the game
@xsoul.org
i dont know what to tell you cuzzo, you have a free shot at a slam dunk game
shooting riley here gets you maximal value extraction
because regardless of who goes, you simplify the vote for next round
@mikeramp72
here's my issue
mateo
riley goes here, who's to say i don't just get 3-2'd out at 5
@xsoul.org
riley goes here, who's to say i don't just get 3-2'd out at 5
i know my word doesn't mean much, but on my faith, there's no reason for me to vote you out here
@mikeramp72
how come
@xsoul.org
regardless of my path to FTC, I will end up with someone I will have to play hardball with
@mikeramp72
you're gonna go to 4 with katie no matter what
@xsoul.org
i mean, i still have to play hardball with katie or you
the only way I win is with Lezaria and Mateo
which is BORING AS SHIT
@mikeramp72
which is BORING AS SHIT
a win is a win regardless
@xsoul.org
do you remember why I made all the moves I made?
@mikeramp72
but that to me sounds like i go at 5 if i don't win immunity
do you remember why I made all the moves I made?
yeah to not be boring
@xsoul.org
like back to the start of merge
yep
i dont like boring
@mikeramp72
i know
@xsoul.org
i would rather lose to someone interesting than win against someone boring
i swear on my faith
@mikeramp72
i just don't know how much i believe that honestly
@xsoul.org
I hope my actions throughout the game can speak for themselves
@mikeramp72
giving the idol to quas is the big example hahaha
@xsoul.org
out of the 3 idols i found
i played ONE on me
if I was REALLY looking to win at all costs
why would I do that LMAO
@mikeramp72
i played ONE on me
it was really the only time you needed to yk
i would rather lose to someone interesting than win against someone boring
wait so
are you implying that you are fine with losing to me at final tribal council?
@xsoul.org
are you implying that you are fine with losing to me at final tribal council?
yeah?
@mikeramp72
or at least going head to head
because FTC could like
change things
@xsoul.org
yeah im down to go to FTC with you brah
idk when that was a thing but I'll go to FTC with anyone
well.
except for Dino.
Dino was the only person that scared me at FTC
@mikeramp72
yeah im down to go to FTC with you brah
well
word
Dino was the only person that scared me at FTC
i was never going to ftc with her btw
her and i wanted to make fire against each other
@xsoul.org
i was never going to ftc with her btw
that was never up to you, she got safer as more tribals played out, and she would have beat you in fire
that's why i was scared of her in FTC
@mikeramp72
that was never up to you, she got safer as more tribals played out, and she woul...
i would've been fine with losing to her in fire tbh. but that's all long behind
she would've beaten everyone for suuuuure though
let's say you and i go to ftc together, who's your third, and what would you be thinking regarding final immunity and fire?
@xsoul.org
ideally katie
but the criteria is "not riley"
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@mikeramp72
obviously
i don't wanna go to the end with riley either for sure
even if i feel like i can make an argument it just won't be possible with faye and virgo
@xsoul.org
then you have to recognize that in any way this vote plays out, you benefit from it if you vote riley, right?
@mikeramp72
my main concern right now is who goes at 5
@xsoul.org
literally i dont think its you
if riley goes here, its either lezaria or mateo
@mikeramp72
why would you want lezaria or mateo to go at 5 over me
@xsoul.org
funny
fun too
its a completely irrational construct
i know I'll have a harder time
but so is giving an idol to Quas
so is idoling Katie
so is flipping a vote onto Faye
so is retaining vote control at F7
@mikeramp72
i think all of those moves were at least to a degree rational
@xsoul.org
but i didn't NEED all of them
@mikeramp72
i would probably say you did
i don't think you're here right now if you did anything differently
@xsoul.org
i don't think you're here right now if you did anything differently
i disagree
@mikeramp72
oh also mostly* off topic
@xsoul.org
it was in the interest in keeping my allies in the game at all costs
@mikeramp72
katie did make a good point that if riley goes here
all dead by daylight final 5
all dead by daylight final 5
@xsoul.org
YES
!!!!
YES
YES
@mikeramp72
#PEAK
@xsoul.org
OK P{LEASE FLIP ON RILEY
NOW NOWN OW
there's 2v8 as well
@mikeramp72
there's 2v8 as well
2v8 fucking sucks
@xsoul.org
oh
damn
@mikeramp72
it's like
@xsoul.org
CUSTOMS THOUGH!!!!
@mikeramp72
at least when it was in the game like 2 years ago
that shit was unplayable
CUSTOMS THOUGH!!!!
BANG
what's an added bonus is that if the five of us play customs i don't get absolutely slaughtered by my irls
lezaria has played customs with my irls before, she can vouch that playing against my friend's little brother as killer is suicide inducing
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also you're really convincing me but i have at least one more question
say katie goes here, who do you want at 3 with me
@xsoul.org
say katie goes here, who do you want at 3 with me
you lezaria probably
completely unpredictable game arc
@mikeramp72
one way or another
me and you at the end
THE PLOTLINE???
@xsoul.org
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1421689658705842237/1469591260074610804/ChineseCat.gif
@mikeramp72
i've looked at the fiovivor alumni sheet a couple times
best arc - "mike and soul (that's all that needs to be said)"
lowkey based on how i've observed the game thus far i think we're locks for the top 2 in character rankings
at least within the top 3
fan fave is like for sure riley or dino
@mikeramp72
what's an added bonus is that if the five of us play customs i don't get absolut...
if yall cool with it i might add you and katie to the dbd gc?
@mikeramp72
i’ll add you to the gc in like 5 mins
@mikeramp72
<@589010329900679184> you know what the best kind of prize is?
@xsoul.org
you managed to idol someone out who wanted to go out LMAO
GGS
@mikeramp72
a surprise!
you managed to idol someone out who wanted to go out LMAO
for the record
before i knew he wanted out
i was going to do it
the entire day when i was hearing you and katie out i already voted for mateo
@xsoul.org
well congrats on getting riley to use her idol so we can vote her out this round <:content:1421779707938082867>
@mikeramp72
bang
we’ve come a long way man
our ups and downs
and it looks like we’re gonna make the final 3 together
@mikeramp72
also you’re guaranteed f3 no matter what lol
@mikeramp72
o
@xsoul.org
o
there's not much I can do but pitch myself for why I should stay in
you need a hedge bet against Riley
I am that hedge bet
and I lose more jury votes to bittering than you do
like im fighting for second place no matter who makes it basically
@mikeramp72
i mean
what i was gonna say is that i don't feel safe myself
@mikeramp72
you need a hedge bet against Riley
(this is 1000% what's top of mind though)
because like i'm still in the danger zone at 4 yk
and i think i'm in the danger zone here
@mikeramp72
<@589010329900679184> why is anathema the best gd level of all time
@xsoul.org
<@589010329900679184> why is anathema the best gd level of all time
yo
where's your head at
also hard disagree
after a mental breakdown
@mikeramp72
i ADORE anathema so much
@xsoul.org
VSC is best
@mikeramp72
VSC is best
i love arthritis by 25
where's your head at
i still have to talk to riley about it but it's for sure one of you or katie
@xsoul.org
ill vote katie
like straight up if that's the only way to kill riley
I'll vote katie
ill ask for forgiveness later
but I WILL NOT let riley onto that FTC stage
@mikeramp72
i want riley at 4
and i know you want the comp record regardless
@xsoul.org
do you want Riley at 3?
@mikeramp72
ill ask for forgiveness later
katie reiterated that to me as well
do you want Riley at 3?
nope
we're not gonna know if FTC is 2 or 3 until we get to 3
@mikeramp72
voted yet?
@mikeramp72
sorry man
i knew you were never voting for katie for one and like
@xsoul.org
it is what it is
@mikeramp72
ya know
i gotta do what i gotta do
@xsoul.org
i get it dw
but im free to be a terrorist in this F4 comp now
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@mikeramp72
thank you man
but im free to be a terrorist in this F4 comp now
i’m also going tryhard as fuck dw
@xsoul.org
i’m also going tryhard as fuck dw
lowkey bro
you haven't seen F4 tryharding
@mikeramp72
you said a couple times this game that you only use like 10% of your effort with everything
@xsoul.org
as long as riley does not win
@mikeramp72
we need super saiyan soul
we need no outside no shower soul
we need albert einstein soul
@xsoul.org
we need no outside no shower soul
one S4 xSoul coming up.
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https://media.discordapp.net/stickers/1468631390730850500.gif?size=160&name=earnest+to+durr&lossless=true
@mikeramp72
i don’t know what you really did in s4 except win comps and be hot!
@xsoul.org
i don’t know what you really did in s4 except win comps and be hot!
pancake incident
we need another one today
pancake 3.0
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@mikeramp72
dude both of us here at 4 who woulda thought this a week and a half ago
also since i always gotta be an asker
why didn’t you write my name down here
@xsoul.org
why didn’t you write my name down here
its valentine's day, couldn't possibly think of voting against her today
@mikeramp72
its valentine's day, couldn't possibly think of voting against her today
no i meant
why lezaria and not me
@xsoul.org
again
katie wanted to
@mikeramp72
fairs but what was her rationale
like it prolly woulda been a better idea to push me instead
because unless riley wins immunity i probably just won survivor
maybe
provided it’s a f3 and i don’t seriously fumble ftc (always possible)
@mikeramp72
scheduling conflicts are gonna fuck me this challenge
lock in boss
@mikeramp72
we know what job has to be done if she loses this challenge
@xsoul.org
yo <@308057662082514945>
how persistent is riley in your dms
shes in mine trying anything 😭
@mikeramp72
shes in mine trying anything 😭
yeah same
she's telling me i beat her at the end
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💀
also <@589010329900679184> any shot you can hop in the dbd call rn
@mikeramp72
WE MADE IT
WHAT A RIDE
@xsoul.org
WE MADE IT
@mikeramp72
may the best of the three of us win
i'm in genuine shock i actually made it here
@mikeramp72
<@589010329900679184> i do ask one thing of ftc
just hoping everything is in good faith. i don’t want any of the ugliness to come back with anyone and the jury (and i will have a lot of healing/apologizing things to say)
@xsoul.org
yeah ofc
im not going to be nice in the sense that I will be very tough and ruthless in FTC
but it's not a personal thing, it'll be all game
@mikeramp72
oh that’s mutual i’ll have plenty of criticisms of your game
why feel secure?
i’m here to win
but that said they’ll be in good faith, obviously the things that were heated between us are going to come up but i’ll approach it in a way that’s healthy for all thirteen people involved